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2003-08-19 at 7:17 p.m. - I think i love u and it feels so good

Okay i just got home from the second meeting at the library with Jacob. Chapter 7 is really hard so we barely got it started, but we did finish chapter 6. We are going to meet there tomorrow too. I am really begining to hate math. I don't see us finishing all of this. Some of this stuff we didn't even go over in class. I may even be following him Thursday out to Lakeside. Hopefully we manage to get it done before the first day of school when it is due. There wasn't as much flirting this time unlike yesterday. Though he did throw my shoe and i had to walk barefoot and go get it. I also have pen/pencil marks all over my left arm and leg. Terrel was there and came over to say hi. I also saw Toni. Lots of people from Sumner that i don't particularly know. We left around 7 bc he hadn't eaten. He said he will leave Jazz Band practice early tomorrow bc he plays so much better than everyone else and has all the songs memorized.

Landa told me earlier that i should just ask him about the whole " I like u will u be my bf" thing. I was saying that it is sort of ackward trying to figure out how i should act around him. Though when i'm with him i don't really have a problem. I wish he would just say one way or the other already!!! I think it would be even more ackward if i asked him. I mean if he only thinks of me as a friend thats okay i just want to know. I wish he would stop leading me on then.

I still don't think i could ask him out even though Elsbe says it would be ok cause she has Chuck. Still i would like to be asked out by a guy though i do have a bit of feminist in me and would in any other situation be ok with asking HIM out. If it was any OTHER situation.

Well i guess thats it for right now. I can't really think of anything else to mention.

(Later): I forgot to write that he kept singing. YOu know that one part of the movie in "Anger Management" where the old guy is singing "la lala la la" in the car to Adam Sandler? Yah that was it. His voice wasn't that bad, though I advised him to stick to his piano playing. hehe

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