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2003-09-12 at 4:06 p.m. - I'm not single anymore???

I believe it was the 7th of September after telling jake that i wasn't goin to wait for him forever that he asked me out to homecoming which is over a month away, or was at the time. He didn't really seem overly excited or anything. Any ways that was sunday. At the begining of the week he treated me sort of weird like he didnt know exactly how he should act around me. Towards the end of the week every thing seemed to go back to "normal" what ever that is. He still doesn't want to hold my hand in public, aka school.

Elsbe has said that chuck doesn't like jake, well if i were chuck i wouldn't either. God i don't even know why i put up with all jake's crap. but i do and he keeps shoveling it. its like something i heard on tv"why does love make us so stupid?" Yah, on one side i think he is a loser with some major commitment issues and on the other side i really like talking to him and hangin with him when he isn't callin me a pregnant hooker...

So our first tecnical date as of right now is on homecoming night, Oct 11. But we are going to the dance but doing something else like movie and dinner or something. He asked me after talking to elsbe if i wanted to double date. Obviously he has no prob with it. I just hope chuck can put up with jake for that long.

School has been ok so far. I'm really seeing senior year as being a joke up until we sit forever taking IB exams at the end of the school year. I mean to day in IBS chemistry we went over our glorified quiz for like 10min and spent the rest of the time either designing curtains, making window clings, or making fun of tury and jose who had forced mr.hopkins to get roomfreshner for the bathroom. When hopkins can't stand the smell u know it is bad!!! After school i got to drive home. I made it home before landa...very wierd. I actually parked in senior parking lot today.

I got home and started laundry, and then dad calls and said they were going to the casino for crablegs. so since we have no food here and out refringerator is broke, well half broke, we had him pick us up some mc d's.

Last night when it was just mom and i home we had an actual conversation. And it was about me and college. she says she is willing to drive me for college visits and talk with the schools. What brought this all on is an application to BAker that i got yesterday and there is no fee to send it in. So right now i have at least 2 adults pushing me to make detailed plans about college. So for the past few months my plan has been, kckcc for two yr s on presidential scholarship and then 2yrs at umkc and then go to umkc's dental school. But now i'm going to look into baker again. they have the pre-dentistry major. I need to compare prices yadda yadda how many people go from there to umkc's dental school yadda yadda and fill out the application by Nov. 1. Several of my applications are due soon if i want to know early or what ever. Scholarship hunting isn't as easy as they make it out to be. Oh go to a website and see which ones fit u. Well they don't always apply to u when they supposidly find ones for u. and do i really have leadership qualities and a good reason for them to give me the scholarship and not one of the other people exactly like me? What do i have that distinguishes me from everyone else?

well this entry has obviously got off subject and boring.

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