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2003-10-05 at 9:29 p.m. - f(x)= x^2(x^2+1)^2 diferentiate...

I've been watching "save the last dance" for the past couple of hours. All the time thinking this is like Bobbie's theme movie, except the whole ballet thing. Yah...

I've been working on math all day, and i haven't got much farther than what i had done after the saturday session on the 27th. i hate math, mostly because i don't grasp concepts very well. I mean give me a problem with an equation anyday. However if u give me one like in this project, where i have to conclude what the derivative, or second derivative does to the original function and how to write a theorem for this, yah i'm lost. Which is pretty normal when i am near anything dealing with calculus, or so it seems.

I mean i rely on Jake to get help and he isn't always going to be there. I just wish i could get math.

DEAR LORD UP ABOVE PLEASE HELP ME GRASP CALCULUS CONCEPTS!!!

Okay so that probably won't work, but i'm getting desperate. I mean my math grade is already balancing on that line between B and C. I mean it was my FIRST EVER C last year. And it seems like i'm going to be getting another one if i'm not working really hard!

That is why i am freaking out about this math project due this Thursday. My last resort is to ask Jake if he has any spare time to help me with it this week, of course i am not sure where i will fit it in. I think the only night i have free is Wed. and that is AFTER work.

Ugh this week is going to be rough. school, work, collegenight, math porfolio, spirit week, HOMECOMING(and i still don't know how i'm going to do my hair!). Ah and we ran out of the good medicine so my cold is now getting worse. I asked mom to get the good stuff but all we have still is the dayquill that i am immune to bc i took it so much the previous two years.

so yah, petie poo, that is why i didn't call u today, i was going to really.

Well here is to another week of no spare time, late work nights, and stress. Lord help me to remain calm while all about me are driving me CrAzY.

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