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Haven't updated in a while so here is a summary :
Jake and i went on our first official date last Friday. It was nice but nothing really happened i mean he still has a pretty bad cold. On the date we went to eat at Chipotle. (he drove) He had never got one of their burritos before! So he got a burrito bc i said they were good and proceeded to eat the entire thing. It is huge. Anyways we paid for our own dinners, but when we got to the movie theatre he bought my ticket, i didn't ask him to, i was planning on paying for that too i mean femimism- i was willing to go 50/50 because he said he didn't have that much money. But anyways he was really sweet about it all. In the movies i was laying on him most of the time, the other parts of the time he either had his arm around me or we were holding hands. So even though we have known we like each other for along time we couldn't do any more than usual really bc he kept coughing and stuff. I was sort of resting against his chest most of the time and could hear his heart beat, and stomach gurgurl. We talked about stuff. yah stuff. we were actually talking the whole time. In the back of my mind i thik that we will run out of things to talk about and discover that we really don't have as much in common as we thought we did.
I told him that he is the youngest guy i have ever dated. Adam and Alvaro were both older, but not by much. He dropped me off before 10, we didn't do anything after the movie. I really wanted to kiss him, but that stays in this diary!!!
Today he came to school and looked as if he were going to pass out. He put his head down on his bookbag for a while and then rested it on my shoulder in this half hug thing, before he went in to a coughing fit. He was feeling fine yesterday he said but took enough medicine this mornign to kill an 8 year old. By the end of the day when i saw him he said he couldn't feel his legs...
So i was going to call him when i got home to yell at him for writing on my truck windows again (UR MOM). My dad is getting perturbed by this. But then i thought i would be considerate since he probably went home and to bed since he felt so bad. So i hope he calls me and tells me if he is coming over tomorrow when bobbie does to study for humanities!
I have so much i have to do tomorrow, i swear i never get a break, i mean even this coming weekend will be busy. ACT, NHS volunteer work at Indian Springs, and then all the normal stuff i do on the weekend chore wise crammed into one day sinc all satuday my dad is pretty much eaten up. I wonder if jake wants to do something saturday night...
Stevie stu i am not going to get in to our "fight" but i am sorry, i should have been more understanding, but yah not going any further.
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