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HOLY CRAP!!!
I just asked my mom if it was okay if i went to the movies with Jake tomorrow around 11, and she was like: well i don't know, the last time you had the day off i asked you to dust the shelves in my room and you didn't.
This makes me VERY mad for SEVERAL reasons. First of all: Jimmer hardly EVER does all the things mom asks him to do but he gets away with it, UH! Second: that day she had given us a whole LIST of things to do and i had way more stuff on mine, and my stuff was like laundry, whereas his was take out the trash, quite a bit of time difference there! Third: that was like the first time i had ever just decided not to do somethign she has asked me to do. I mean usually i'll say i don't want to do it but i do it anway. And of course it is the one thing she brings up again.
Oh well she didn't say no so i'm still gonna go tomorrow with out dusting her stinking shelves!
I got home tonight from work around 9:45. Mom immediately tells me that jake wants me to call him, i do bc i am a slave to his will-NOT! And end up turning on my computer to see how long matrix rev. is (2hr 9min). As soon as i get online Manuel IMs me saying he has some people after him bc they think he slept with the one guys sister and yadda yadda. So i'm looking up stuff for the movie, talking to a hobo who hung up saying i luv u too sweetie, and trying to help my 8th grade buddy with his situation bc he was freaking out. All this before i could even go to the bathroom! *sigh*
Today at work i stopped to wash my hands and looked in the mirror. I am ugly. I am. I mean honestly what features do i have that are attractive?, yah... And i have like way too many wrinkles for someone my age, and bc of that one puctuation mark i'm broke out all over my face.
Monday at break, jake and i were messin around with e/o as usual and Kristy, Hope, and holly were sayign stuff about us like: they act like an old married couple,and i could so see them married. They said they were making fun of us since we "didnt' hear them" but the whole marriage thing, i mean it is HIGHSCHOOL. I am not thinkin about marriage for like another 8 years or so, maybe 9. I don't plan in anyway on ever marrying jake, yah i made girlish fantasies about that with someone else and it was very stupid of me,and i don't know why people do it. Well i do, but i no longer think it is very smart, i mean we are young still, who knows where we will be ten yrs from now let alone next year. College has a tendency to change people, and people still have a lot of growing to do!
Ok well i do believe i have rambled enough. Night all...
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