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I wish i were back in like 3rd grade when if you didn't talk to your friend outside of school, or talk to them everyday it was ok and you could go on being "best friends" the next minute.
But alas no. I am no longer in third grade and i am going to attempt not to be bitter though I should have EVERY reason to be because out of the blue i have friend(s) saying that i don't deserve to be friends with them. I am now at the point where i don't care anymore. I'm fine if she doesn't want to consider me a friend because i never call, even though all my other friends are fine with that. And i don't really call anyone ANYWAYS. Jake for math, landa - well i dont really call landa i talk to her online, bob if there is some conflict with our work schedule, and that is about it. Sorry elsbe, i one don't know your work schedule which is a lame ass excuse i know, and two i don't ever think of anything to talk to you about that is so important that i need to call, which is also stupid bc ya don't always have to have a reason to call i know this. So yah, i'm not going to call you bc i wouldn't normally do that and i don't have time. Sorry if you think i'm becoming like Shannon. I'm sorry i haven't put any effort in to "saving" our marriage/friendship. But i don't really know what u expect me to do. I haven't done anything different than what i would normally do here lately.
So i'm sure this entry hasn't really helped our problem but yah. Here it is and you've now read it.
bye all...
this is going to be one unusuall, busy week!!!
Oh and Jake can you help me remember when i put you before my other friends because i'm drawing a blank?...
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