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My Carole King cd Landa burned for me has been playing alot here today, when i've actually been home or had power. I didn't get my butt out of bed until like 11:30, and it was only bc bobbie's mom called to tell me which barbie not to get. Bobbie had called an hour earlier but she just left a message with mom. So i got up, but then went back to bed bc we didn't have power in half the house. My room, jimmer's room, and the bathroom had power but no where else. So my electric blanket was my new best buddy : ). Called bob back when dad got off the phone with the electric company, and we went to walmart so she could show me which barbies she doesn't have, and she bought gifts for all her pets. About an hour later, Jake came and picked me up and we went to the movies ( and yes he was late too, isn't he always, but we made it before the actuall movie started so he was ok). The movie was flippin'long! my butt hurt afterlike an hour and a half. On the way home, after stopping at walmart for bob's gift and wendys, we got on the subject of jewelry, and he said he would pretty much do anything for me but diamonds and a promise ring were out of the question. I said i didn't expect diamonds, and promise rings are unrealistic. Whose knows what is going to happen in the next few years, and the distance that is obviously going to be between us next year going to different colleges. I don't want to say that i want to break it off at the end of the school year, i've just gone through the difficulties of a long distance relationship before, and i'm sure we could do it, but i don't really want to be thinking of that right now. I want to enjoy being together right now, and tresure these moments.
Ok now on to yesterday (friday). My dad started really well, with a stop to wally world to get some candy canes. Then Jake gave me a red rose. I felt so special. We had the ususal all school winter break assembly. It really brought me into reality of being a senior and being my last year. I remember watching the people singing when i was in eight grade there and aspiring to be in that choir, and singing in front of the whole school in this winter assembly. I knew since i didn't play a sport i wouldn't really be recognized school wide. But being in this choir would somehow, give me some sort of status. It was really wierd actually singing on those risers, infront of everyone, and realizing i had reached a goal i set that seems forever ago, and realizing that highschool is almost over. Ok enough of that. After school we all met at landa's house. It was really awkward at the begining, lots of tension in the air. Then we all went in landa's room and formed what would become the polygon of truth. EVERYTHING was put out in the open, discussed, and we all said how we felt. Bob and Landa even got their stuff out. I don't know how long that will actually last, but i'm going to look at it from the positive side and say that it too is resolved. I'm not going to go into details because that would be against the polygon bylaws, but i will say that i really needed a night like last night. I havne't had that kind of fun in a very long time. This past week i have been wearing thin, with everything going on and then worries about my group of friends. But i do feel that after i spoke my peace and found out elsbe's side of things too, that my shoulders are lighter. oh oh oh "landa brethe deep" lol. heeheee.
I found out today that i have been accepted to Baker University. I'm still waiting on results from UMKC and Avila. I went to the dentist monday and she wants me to let her know if i get into UMKC or not. I hope i hope i hope.
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