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2004-05-18 at 5:27 p.m. - amigas...

Well after a looooong day, that tested my mental power, and pushed me nearly to the breaking point i got to come home and read that, yet again my words have been twisted to mean stuff they werent' meant to mean. However, my brain is on nuetral right now as i just got home from a pretty intense interview at the dental college, and i still had brain throbbing from all the IB chemistry i've been studying in the last week, but especially last night and this morning. I just want to type that i wasn't the first one to notice and mention the whole-she broke up with her bf and now she is hangin with landa more- thing. But of course it would be construed as that seeing as IIIIIII have such nice friends. I was not even thinking about u two being "together" but of course it would be taken that way. Never is anythign i do anymore positive, because i apparently have my priorities in a different order than some poeple. So i see this starting another something, but from clues landa has accidentally dropped, think it had already begun without me even needing to say that.

i remember reading somewhere, and i think it was an email, a poem about people in your life. Some are in your life for a season, some for a year, for a decade. Maybe our friendship/marriage was just suppose to be for a season...

P.S. I think i did really well at UMKC's dental interview. They were really impressed with my 3.96 gpa, and college classes...and i think my job as well. The assistant dean said i was doing very well and then asked me to define my ethics, because i had already started doing taht with the previously asked question. He then said it was a dental school interview question, so it wouldn't count against me if i didn't answer it. The weird thing was was i was so cocky going into it, like i felt i already had the interview in the bag or something when i really didn't know that at all. It ended with the expected question of 'why should you get this position over anyone else we have been interviewing?' I will be contacted within the next couple days as to if i have the job or not. It only pays $5.50, so if it doesn't pan out i have a sure $8 an hr job lined up where i'm mentoring upcoming 8th graders at KCKCC. That could be fun too, though i think bob is doing it and i don't know if she wants my impeading on her turf or anything.

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