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So happy that i can finally update my diary!!!!!!!!!
I wanted to last week. I don' tknow if it was because i was spending all my spare time attempting to study for a chemistry test that my track record should have told me i would fail....again, or if it was because i was alone a lot last week/weekend, but what ever it was i was feelin lonely and depressed. Not in a real noticable way, but it was more than just a bleep on the radar screen. It was an unidentified cause of emotion. Chemistry has made me feel the worst than i ever remember feeling about school before. Whatever i do i am not able to succeed. Studying on my own, in a group, tutoring, homework help sessions, and sleeping with the book under my pillow....oh and praying, looOOOOOOooots of praying. But to no avail. At least last semester i averaged a C+, yeah i'm going to be lucky to average a D+ right now. Though i've talked to alot of fellow students and i do not stand alone. Aside from that class college is grand. English is forcing me to look at my background and education in completly different ways. I really did have the complete middle class background. If i would have gone to Schlagle i would probably say working class...but i won't get in to all that right now. (That was another entry i wanted to write about last week)
Jake, who gave me such crap about my online diary and the hell it and landa's caused for my friendship with her and elsbe, now has an online xanga journal of his very own. Though it is nothign much so far. I'm sure his Baker buddies worked on him for that one.
My seventh grade teacher emailed me today. It is nice to get mail from people out of the blue like that.
I got a call from Adam a while back. I was at landa's at the time. He said he was on Oak street and wanted to know if i would like to see him. (near exact words) and then siad he wanted to "warn" me that Jennifer (his gf) was with him. We met over at Muddy's across from my dorm. Talked until midnight about stuff. MOstly catching up on stuff, and nothing too controversial. He gets to be a resident advisor next year when Jennifer joins him a MU...
Work at Blockbuster has been getting better. I helped to get 100% on our mystery shopper, and have sold a couple movie passes. I'm getting better at the cash register code.
I went to the women's divison I NCAA basketball game. It was fun, i went with my uncle kevin. Got a t-shirt!!!
Well i guess thats all for now...
Oh i'm apparently Bobbie's date to Jessica's wedding...
yup thats all folks
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