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2005-05-02 at 10:02 a.m. - FINAL-ly

Well i just finished taking my chemistry II final. The test that will determine if i pass the course or not. He was nice and made it with 25 instead of 20 questions so maybe that will help me too. I can't believe i might flunk a course. In my entire life this has never happened to me. I mean i've only made two Cs in my life...calc at sumner which was weighted and then last semester in chemistryI. Never a D...which at this point would be nice bc it would mean i passed the class...not good but i passed it none the less. i just don't know how i got this bad. How things ended up this bad. All my other classes are fine. Maybe i'm just not a science person. If so i chose the wrong field to go into. I think i'm still in the high school mentality of-if i just get through it i won't be using it again. I need to snap out of that bc at some point i am going to need to know and remember the stuff i'm learning. sure it may not be all that important until i get to dental school, but i n eed to start now.
Looking ahead to this fall i see this happenign again. I'm taking bio I with lab, Organic chem with lab, and then spanish I. So two hard classes. But that will bring my class list from 5 to 4... and really 3 bc the labs, though at different times than the classes, will be covering the same subject. On top of that is work at Blockbuster. Lisa, my manager, needs people and hired me to work during the day, but there was no way for me to have the same schedule that i have this semester next semester. i only had one class mwf, but organic chem is at 1 mwf. But i guess i will cross that bridge when it comes about right?...

I really hope i did well, or hey-average on this final today. I NEED to have a decent grade!
After tuesday night my finals will be over and hopefully my headaches will go away and i will eat normally as i have subconciously and consciously been stressin my self out. but man i've never flunked a class b4!!
Well off to study for an art history final that i have at 3:30 today. Now that chem is over maybe i can finally grasped the difference between Botticelli, Boromini, Bramante, and Bosh!

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